this is the time.. where i have to show people that i can.

it's time to implement what was planned before

i'm a pessimist for this. though, it hasn't even started..

ya Allah please help me with all Your blessings :'

i just wanna make 'them' happy & proud

new life.

Alhamdulillah kemarin Senin resmi dilantik jadi Wakil Ketua 2 Pengurus Osis 47 OSIS 65 SMAN 8 Jakarta. bayangin aja males loh ada embel-embel "ketua"...................... awalnya gak mau, gak mau banget, makin kesini makin liat banyak support jadi seneng sendiri dan dapet partner yang alhamdulillah saling melengkapi, sang ibu ketua dan bapak waka1, Marshawr dan Dani ♥ sebenernya pgn curhat, sebelumnya gue gak pernah ngebayangin bisa dapet jabatan setinggi ini hohoho karna gue sendiri bukan tipe "leader" gitu menurut gue dan gue juga orang yang moody-an, tapi berhubung tanggungjawab sudah di genggam jadi gak ada pilihan lain, gue harus terlihat fine-fine aja padahal didalem was-was :'P gue suka gak suka kadang gue melakukan kesalahan dan ada yg bilang "ih chik masa waka 2 begitu..." emang kenapa sih? gue kan juga manusia *muka melas* hehehehehehe ya kan maksud gue bedakan lah gue saat lagi sama teman/pacar dengan gue saat berorganisasi, gue bisa jadi orang yang gatau malu banget sampe orang yang berwibawa banget, gak percaya? gue juga gak percaya tapi kata orang gitu HAHA -_-

MAMAAAAAAAAAA{} pgn peluk mama paling lamaaaaaa sayang banget sama mamaaaaa... daridulu dia selalu menyimpan rahasia gue dari yang terbaik sampe yang terburuk. she's the best advisor. sedih waktu dia takut gue makin sedikit waktunya dirumah... sedih kadang dia suka bilang kangen di bbm... lebih sedih kalo suka gak diizinin jalan alesannya kangen padahal kalo gak jalan juga dirumah dicuekin (//.") mama selalu tau anaknya kenapa padahal blm cerita.. mama juga kenal sama ian, terus mama seneng katanya nilai gue naik alhamdulillah, gue jadi jarang galau hahaaa haa haaaaha.. intinya gue sangat kaget dengan semua hal baru ini... takut nilai turun?pasti. takut sering galau? pasti sering galau. tapi semuanya diminimalisir kalo cerita sama emak ^^

special thanks to Siera46{} gak ada mereka ya gak ada gue yang sekarang, hal yang bisa bikin gue dapetin semuanya diajarin sama Siera hehe seriusan loh :'D hal yg akan selalu diinget dari Siera : disiplin waktu. sampe detik ini itu sangat berguna. btw gue udah jarang banget ngumpul sama mereka...kangen....banget

ya gue emang jadi suka sibuk, panik, dan grasak grusuk sendiri tapi insya Allah gue ttp Chikita yg dulu kok, Chikita yg masih butuh temen-temennya... Chikita yg masih asik gak jaim ^^ Chikita yg sering dicengin... (".") Chikita yg cantik #eh.. :''''''p

since that day.

Thank you for the smiles you bring to my face, for the way you can make my heart skip a beat with your sweet grin.

Thank you for your encouragement and support in all that I do, when I’m feeling a little blue.

Thank you for making me see things from a different angle, for making me think, for helping me to speak up and be heard in times that I find it hard to do so.

Thank you for the laughs I'm sure to have whenever I’m around you, for the fun we have together even when we’re doing nothing, for making me feel like the luckiest girl alive.

Thank you for being gentle and caring and sweet and tender and strong and protective and for trusting me.

But mostly, thank you for just being YOU–my favorite.

Too good for the moment. Too blind to see.That everything happens for a reason, or so it would seem. Too late to let go. Not desperate enough to hold on. But the face presented. Reflects the black swan. Unaccustomed to the hiding. The memories flood in. And all emotions. Begin to cave in. The happiest of moments. Spent laughing and crying. Can’t measure up. To the lack of trying. The nostalgic old ways...of silently speaking my mind are left in the past...of which I have undermined. The importance of selfishness and being set in one’s ways. Only takes it so far. Or should I rephrase? That nothing or no one is just as they seem. And their value is not set. Until it’s too late to redeem

well... =D

Hai, kenalin :)

ada eki irham dika dio dani try firan donna astri marsyaC marshaWR ira chiko shasha intan nydia zahra & gue! :D mereka (bisa dibilang) keluarga baru gue. ya mungkin kalian bosen terlalu sering gue nyebut gue punya keluarga baru keluarga kedua blablabla tapi... gue bener-bener menganggap "sesuatu" itu keluarga ya kalo emang gue menghabiskan banyak waktu sama mereka, bahkan ada saatnya mereka mendapatkan waktu lebih dari gue daripada waktu gue ke keluarga beneran gue :') minta doanya supaya kami ber-18 dikuatkan hati, fisik, otak, dan mentalnya ya =D

this song knows me too well.

How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really really truly love her?

How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really really truly love her?

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her or she'll be inclined to say
"How do I know he loves me?
How do I know he's mine?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is Grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you a little bit every day
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

You got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each little something to lead her to believe you love her
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?

Well does he take you out dancing just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you?
He'll find someway to tell you with the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love
He's your love

That's how you know he loves you
That's how you know it's true

Because he'll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes
Plan a private picnic by the fire's glow
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

If two past lovers can remain friends, it's either they are still in love, or never were.

we can't remain friends. so..? we are not in love anymore and we were.

one of my weaknesses.

My problem is I can’t stay mad. I always end up forgiving people, even when they don’t deserve it.

i just wanna be..

your favorite hello

your hardest goodbye

your full-time friend

your part-time lover