Hope you already know..

I’m terrified that one day you’ll realize that one of your “best friends” is actually so much better than me. And you’ll realize the mistake you made in dating me. Then a few months later it will be you two hanging out and taking adorable pictures, and I’ll just be that forgotten ex girlfriend who is no longer important. I’m scared you’ll start to notice my imperfections as flaws and not want me anymore. I’m afraid that one day you’ll give up on me, that one day you’ll get tired of me, and that one day one of our stupid fights will throw you over the edge. I’m terrified of losing you.

I hate that feeling when you’re not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty and every little thing gets to you and everyone that talks to you makes you angry and you want to punch everyone in the face and go to another world that’s full of fairies and talking mushrooms and everything is perfect.

:)

Dia indah meretas gundah
Dia yang selama ini ku nanti
Membawa sejuk, memanja rasa
Dia yang selalu ada untukku

Di dekatnya aku lebih tenang
Bersamanya jalan lebih terang

Tetaplah bersamaku jadi teman hidupku
Berdua kita hadapi dunia
Kau milikku ku milikmu kita satukan tuju
Bersama arungi derasnya waktu

Kau milikku, ku milikmu
Kau milikku, ku milikmu

Bila di depan nanti
Banyak cobaan untuk kisah cinta kita
Jangan cepat menyerah
Kau punya aku, ku punya kamu, selamanya kan begitu

South Korea :D

Because you never think the last time is the last time, you think there’ll be more. You think you have forever but you don’t.

;-(

gak suka kalo ada orang lain yang lebih tau kamu daripada aku.
gak suka kalo ada orang lain yang sok tau tentang kita.
gak suka dijawab terserah terus.
kesannya kamu baik ke aku pas lagi ada maunya aja.
aku sayang sama kamu gak pake cemburu2an. norak.
tapi bukan berarti kamu seenaknya bikin cemburu.

Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak

my boo

[Usher]
There's always that one person
that will always have your heart
You never see it coming
'cause you're blinded from the start
I know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Oooh baby, you will always be my boo

[Alicia Keys]
I don't about y'all
but I know about us
and uh
it's the only way we know how to rock
I don't about y'all
but I know about us
and uh
it's the only way we know how to rock

[Usher]
Do you remember girl
I was the one
who gave you your first kiss?
'Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said,
"Put your lips like this."
Even before all the fame
and people screaming your name
Girl, I was there
and you were my baby

It started when we were younger
you were mine (my boo)
now another brother's taken over
but it's still in your eyes (my boo)
even though we used to argue
it's alright (my boo)
I know we haven't seen
eachother in a while
but you will always be my boo

[Alicia Keys]
I was in love with you
when we were younger
you were mine (my boo)
When I see you from time to time
I still feel light (my boo)
No matter how I try to hide
even though there's another man who's in my life
you will always be my boo

Yes I remember boy
'cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes, I remember boy
the moment I knew
you were the one I could
spend my life with
Even before all the fame
and people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Usher]
It started when we were younger
you were mine (my boo)
now another brother's taken over
but it's still in your eyes (my boo)
even though we used to argue
it's alright (my boo)
I know we haven't seen
eachother in a while
but you will always be my boo

[Alicia Keys]
I was in love with you
when we were younger
you were mine (my boo)
When I see you from time to time
I still feel light (my boo)
No matter how I try to hide
even though there's another man who's in my life
you will always be my boo

My all, my all, my all, my all, my boo
My all, my all, my all, my all, my boo

[Usher]
It started when we were younger
you were mine (my boo)
now another brother's taken over
but it's still in your eyes (my boo)
even though we used to argue
it's alright (my boo)
I know we haven't seen
eachother in a while
but you will always be my boo

[Alicia Keys]
I don't about yall
but I know about us
and uh
it's the only way we know how to rock
I don't about yall
but I know about us
and uh
it's the only way we know how to rock 

"Dan
Bukan maksud ku
Bukan ingin ku melukaimu
Sadarkah kau di siniku pun terluka
Melupakanmu menepikanmu
Maafkan aku"

this is the time.. where i have to show people that i can.

it's time to implement what was planned before

i'm a pessimist for this. though, it hasn't even started..

ya Allah please help me with all Your blessings :'

i just wanna make 'them' happy & proud