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Wednesday, October 21, 2015

hasil tutorial pai

"...bukan soal siapa cepat tapi Allah sudah pilihkan waktu yang tepat.
Memantaskan diri itu bukan ditujukan untuk si dia tapi fokus memperbaiki diri di hadapan Allah. Kalau kita jatuh cinta, kejar cinta sang pemilik hatinya, Allah, agar yang mengejar kita ia yang mencintai Sang Maha Cinta"

#cie

Sunday, October 4, 2015

Yesterday I felt desperate to hold you. I stretched myself out on the couch and let out a hundred sighs and cries.
Yesterday, two, three, and four yesterdays I felt afraid to tell you I miss you.
Today I'll try not to wait to hear from you because the next five, six, or seven tomorrows are still going to be spent far away from you.
I will drink two cups of espresso and sit on my roof pretending to be a cloud..

Thursday, June 25, 2015

How can i say this
so that you understand
exactly how much i miss you?

I feel an aching in my fingertips
that cannot be shaken
i find fragments of you everywhere,
and i cling to the little bits
you've left behind
i try to picture what it was like
before you were gone,
but you are fading

I fear the day i wake up
and you are not
the first thing on my mind

I fear that one day
i will forget someone
who meant so much to me

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Dear you (2)

I like you.. a lot


Maybe Allah has another plan for us
Maybe Allah knows we haven't ready yet
Maybe you're too good for me
...or maybe i'm too bad for you


Perhaps we'll meet again when we're better for each other


ps. your-not-so-secret-admirer

Friday, April 3, 2015

Nyaman aja gak cukup.

We need to share the same dreams
We need to work the same things.

Tuesday, March 3, 2015


Tuhan sedang mengajarkan sesuatu.
Tuhan sedang ingin kamu tahu sesuatu.
Tuhan sedang membuka peluang dan ruang untuk kamu mengutip hikmah dan ibrah,
belajarlah. buka mata.
buka hati
air mata yang tumpah jangan dipersiakan.
insyaAllah, nanti akan ada kebaikannya.
dari mana-mana.
tak semestinya sekarang,
tak semestinya di dunia.
sabar, sabar, sabar.

Monday, March 2, 2015

let go & let God.

Nabi Nuh belum tau banjir akan datang ketika ia membuat kapal dan ditertawai kaumnya
Nabi Ibrahim belum tau akan tersedia domba ketika pisau nyaris memenggal anaknya
Nabi Musa belum tau laut terbelah saat ia diperintah Allah untuk memukulkan tongkatnya

yang mereka tau adalah bahwa mereka harus patuh pada perintah Allah dan tanpa berhenti berharap yang terbaik.
ternyata di balik ketidaktahuan kita, Allah telah menyiapkan kejutan. seringkali Allah berkehendak di detik-detik terakhir dalam pengharapan dan ketaatan hambaNya..

jangan kita berkecil hati saat sepertinya belum ada jawaban doa, karena kadang Allah mencintai kita dengan cara yang kita tidak duga dan kita tidak suka. Allah memberikan yang kita butuhkan bukan yang kita inginkan.

lakukan bagianmu saja dan biarkan Allah melakukan bagian-Nya

:)

Monday, January 12, 2015

Current feeling.

Have you ever missed someone so much that you feel physically sick?
Have you ever missed someone so much that even the thought of them made you burst into tears?
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?