here it is, your lucky number!

Friday, November 4, 2011

new life.



Alhamdulillah kemarin Senin resmi dilantik jadi Wakil Ketua 2 Pengurus Osis 47 OSIS 65 SMAN 8 Jakarta. bayangin aja males loh ada embel-embel "ketua"...................... awalnya gak mau, gak mau banget, makin kesini makin liat banyak support jadi seneng sendiri dan dapet partner yang alhamdulillah saling melengkapi, sang ibu ketua dan bapak waka1, Marshawr dan Dani sebenernya pgn curhat, sebelumnya gue gak pernah ngebayangin bisa dapet jabatan setinggi ini hohoho karna gue sendiri bukan tipe "leader" gitu menurut gue dan gue juga orang yang moody-an, tapi berhubung tanggungjawab sudah di genggam jadi gak ada pilihan lain, gue harus terlihat fine-fine aja padahal didalem was-was :'P gue suka gak suka kadang gue melakukan kesalahan dan ada yg bilang "ih chik masa waka 2 begitu..." emang kenapa sih? gue kan juga manusia *muka melas* hehehehehehe ya kan maksud gue bedakan lah gue saat lagi sama teman/pacar dengan gue saat berorganisasi, gue bisa jadi orang yang gatau malu banget sampe orang yang berwibawa banget, gak percaya? gue juga gak percaya tapi kata orang gitu HAHA -_-

MAMAAAAAAAAAA{} pgn peluk mama paling lamaaaaaa sayang banget sama mamaaaaa... daridulu dia selalu menyimpan rahasia gue dari yang terbaik sampe yang terburuk. she's the best advisor. sedih waktu dia takut gue makin sedikit waktunya dirumah... sedih kadang dia suka bilang kangen di bbm... lebih sedih kalo suka gak diizinin jalan alesannya kangen padahal kalo gak jalan juga dirumah dicuekin (//.") mama selalu tau anaknya kenapa padahal blm cerita.. mama juga kenal sama ian, terus mama seneng katanya nilai gue naik alhamdulillah, gue jadi jarang galau hahaaa haa haaaaha.. intinya gue sangat kaget dengan semua hal baru ini... takut nilai turun?pasti. takut sering galau? pasti sering galau. tapi semuanya diminimalisir kalo cerita sama emak ^^

special thanks to Siera46{} gak ada mereka ya gak ada gue yang sekarang, hal yang bisa bikin gue dapetin semuanya diajarin sama Siera hehe seriusan loh :'D hal yg akan selalu diinget dari Siera : disiplin waktu. sampe detik ini itu sangat berguna. btw gue udah jarang banget ngumpul sama mereka...kangen....banget

ya gue emang jadi suka sibuk, panik, dan grasak grusuk sendiri tapi insya Allah gue ttp Chikita yg dulu kok, Chikita yg masih butuh temen-temennya... Chikita yg masih asik gak jaim ^^ Chikita yg sering dicengin... (".") Chikita yg cantik #eh.. :''''''p

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

since that day.

Thank you for the smiles you bring to my face, for the way you can make my heart skip a beat with your sweet grin.
Thank you for your encouragement and support in all that I do, when I’m feeling a little blue.
Thank you for making me see things from a different angle, for making me think, for helping me to speak up and be heard in times that I find it hard to do so.
Thank you for the laughs I'm sure to have whenever I’m around you, for the fun we have together even when we’re doing nothing, for making me feel like the luckiest girl alive.
Thank you for being gentle and caring and sweet and tender and strong and protective and for trusting me.
But mostly, thank you for just being YOU–my favorite.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Too good for the moment. Too blind to see.That everything happens for a reason, or so it would seem. Too late to let go. Not desperate enough to hold on. But the face presented. Reflects the black swan. Unaccustomed to the hiding. The memories flood in. And all emotions. Begin to cave in. The happiest of moments. Spent laughing and crying. Can’t measure up. To the lack of trying. The nostalgic old ways...of silently speaking my mind are left in the past...of which I have undermined. The importance of selfishness and being set in one’s ways. Only takes it so far. Or should I rephrase? That nothing or no one is just as they seem. And their value is not set. Until it’s too late to redeem

well... =D

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Hai, kenalin :)




ada eki irham dika dio dani try firan donna astri marsyaC marshaWR ira chiko shasha intan nydia zahra & gue! :D mereka (bisa dibilang) keluarga baru gue. ya mungkin kalian bosen terlalu sering gue nyebut gue punya keluarga baru keluarga kedua blablabla tapi... gue bener-bener menganggap "sesuatu" itu keluarga ya kalo emang gue menghabiskan banyak waktu sama mereka, bahkan ada saatnya mereka mendapatkan waktu lebih dari gue daripada waktu gue ke keluarga beneran gue :') minta doanya supaya kami ber-18 dikuatkan hati, fisik, otak, dan mentalnya ya =D

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

this song knows me too well.

How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really really truly love her?

How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really really truly love her?

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her or she'll be inclined to say
"How do I know he loves me?
How do I know he's mine?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is Grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you a little bit every day
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

You got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader

Each little something to lead her to believe you love her
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?

Well does he take you out dancing just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you?
He'll find someway to tell you with the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love
He's your love

That's how you know he loves you
That's how you know it's true

Because he'll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes
Plan a private picnic by the fire's glow
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

Sunday, September 11, 2011

If two past lovers can remain friends, it's either they are still in love, or never were.

we can't remain friends. so..? we are not in love anymore and we were.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

one of my weaknesses.

My problem is I can’t stay mad. I always end up forgiving people, even when they don’t deserve it.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

i just wanna be..

your favorite hello

your hardest goodbye

your full-time friend

your part-time lover


Friday, August 26, 2011

dear someone, somewhere....



Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have

Thursday, August 25, 2011

no fun.

it's funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,

it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
it's funny how forever never really seems to last,
it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
it's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
it's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
it's funny how people change and think they're so much better,
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
it's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret.
it's funny how ironic life turns out to be.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

:)

“Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful.”

Monday, July 11, 2011

mungkin...cuma mungkin

dulu....
gue egois banget.
gue posesif banget.
gue paling gak mau disalahin.
gue manja banget.
gue terlalu sering mengandalkan orang lain.
gue terlalu gampang percaya sama orang.
gue terlalu gampang terbawa suasana.
dan pastinya.....gue cengeng banget.

mungkin ini salah satu cara Allah untuk gue ngilangin semua sifat jelek itu... lewat lo

Friday, June 24, 2011

Do i deserve this?

XI IPA 8 2013
MERPATI 4616



..........................and being your *i dont know what it's called* to share the ups and downs?




I'm proud enough of myself. Alhamdulillah. I've never been this happy before. Thank Allah :D
Next target : FK UI / FK UGM بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

=O=


Unyu bgt kan unyu kan unyunyunyunyunyu.. Dibeliin sama D-I-C-K.. makasih D(dina) I(ivan) K(karina)^^ ada unsur pemaksaan dari pihak C sih sebenernya kemarin abis jalan sama dick ke gading terus nemu ini terus minta dibeliin, anggap saja ini kado yg tertunda ya hwihwihwiwhiw

Bandung♡

3 hari 2 malam sama cewe cewe ini bikin seperempat capek, seperdelapan bete, seperdelapan bokek dan setengah seneng^^
they called themselves Gerejah "geng RSBI ajah"
?????????
gak kok ini bukan geng wkwkwk gatau deh ini apaan-_-
btw males cerita, foto aja deh..





















3 kata deh
SE-RU-BA-NGET-PA-RAH ^^ kapan2 lagi ya MonSaNisSiwBulTalWulNabZurGyBamTanLon :)

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Pap :"D


Ayah ingin anak-anaknya punya lebih banyak kesempatan daripada dirinya, menghadapi lebih sedikit kesulitan, lebih tidak tergantung pada siapapun dan (tapi) selalu membutuhkan kehadirannya.

Ayah selalu sedikit sedih ketika melihat anak-anaknya pergi bermain dengan teman-teman mereka. Karena dia sadar itu adalah akhir masa kecil mereka.

Ayah selalu berdoa agar kita menjadi orang yang sukses di dunia dan akhirat, walaupun kita jarang bahkan jarang sekali mendoakannya

Ayah tidak akan memanjakanmu ketika kamu sakit, tapi ia tidak akan tidur semalaman. Siapa tahu kamu membutuhkannya.

Ayah selalu tepat janji! Dia akan memegang janjinya untuk membantu seorang teman, meskipun ajakanmu untuk pergi sebenarnya lebih menyenangkan.

Ayah akan sangat senang membelikanmu makanan selepas ia pulang kerja, walaupun dia tak dapat sedikitpun bagian dari makanan itu
Ia akan melupakan apa yang ia inginkan, agar bisa memberikan apa yang kamu butuhkan.....
Ia menghentikan apa saja yang sedang dikerjakannya, kalau kamu ingin bicara...

Untuk masa depan anak gadisnya ayah berpesan : "jangan cengeng meski kau seorang wanita, jadilah selalu bidadari kecilku dan bidadari terbaik untuk ayah anak-anakmu kelak! laki-laki yang lebih bisa melindungimu melebihi perlindungan Ayah, tapi jangan pernah kau gantikan posisi Ayah di hatimu"


Monday, June 6, 2011

this is the 4th post..for today


hai! sumatif udah selesai loh! sabar ya yg baru mulai, semangaaaaaat! eh tapi belum selesai deng msh ada pekan remed. ah gapapa, yg penting judulnya sumatif udah selesai. yuhuuuuuuuuu. abis pekan remed ini rencananya mau ke bandung sama bagian kecil dari wece2 8 2013 di villa nya monic! sounds exciting :D tapi mom lagi plinplan nih. nyebeyiiiiin (re:nyebelin) duh ngmg sok imut tuh asik bgt sih :$ melenceng. yakin deh postingan ini bakal ga berawal dan ga berujung. campur aduk gidudeee..

READERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS please doakan saya dan 8 2013 naik kelas 100 % +masuk jurusan yg diinginkan!!!!!!!!!!!!!! terutama IPA untuk saya :-P

cuma mau itu kok buat bulan ini. gak kurang gak lebih. mau buat mama papa bangga, sekali aja. pengen bikin mereka mikir "ih gila anak gue udah cantik tinggi, pinter lagi" HEHE amin.. tapi mama jahat masa kemaren dia pernah bilang "kak, jangan bikin mama kaget ya pas terima rapot, taunya kamu ranking 1, mama bisa pingsan" huuu.. jahatna. papa juga ketawa2 aja. ok fine ma, pa, kita lihat tgl 25 :|

liburan taun ini kemana...? ke bali, manado, makassar, papua (maunya) pgn bgt ke raja ampat!!!! tapi apa daya T_T ngikut papa deh...kemanakek yg penting pergi drpd lumutan. PGN BGT KE RAJA AMPAT. semua gara2 hana. asal bgt dia ngomong di grup kelas waktu itu dari rencana awal bogor, bandung, pulau seribu, tiba2 dia ngmg raja ampat jauh bgt yeeee-_- tapi beneran disana keren bgt liat foto2nya. boleh deh masuk daftar tempat honeymoon gue ntar sama suami gue! wkwkwkwk

masa katanya gue ambisius, emg iya? ah gangerasa :( terus masa katanya gue disuruh ikut terapi biar ga panikan lagi (?????) tapi serius gue tuh kl udah panik beneran lebaynyaaaaa naudzubillah. apalagi kalo udah menyangkut sekolah T_T kenapa gue jd (sok) perfeksionis gini.

GUE KANGEN BANGET SAMA DICKKKKK (jgn jorok ya..)
D.I.C.K itu Dina Ivan Chikita Karina ^^ tapi sekarang lagi sering bareng sama friska juga. hu friska ganggu. candadeng. kgn juga kok sm friska :) ini foto2 mereka. uuu mereka top bgt!


dina(si kerudung) & ivan

friska & karina & ivan & aku:)


udah dulu yah mau tidur dulu, nighty nite!

hai? apakabar?



reuni plis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no idea how much i love & miss them :3 teman seperjuangan, keluarga ke-1,5 gue dulu.. walaupun skrg udh punya keluarga ke-2.. tp tetep ga ngelupain keluarga 1,5. vradyasavin