Hope you already know..

I’m terrified that one day you’ll realize that one of your “best friends” is actually so much better than me. And you’ll realize the mistake you made in dating me. Then a few months later it will be you two hanging out and taking adorable pictures, and I’ll just be that forgotten ex girlfriend who is no longer important. I’m scared you’ll start to notice my imperfections as flaws and not want me anymore. I’m afraid that one day you’ll give up on me, that one day you’ll get tired of me, and that one day one of our stupid fights will throw you over the edge. I’m terrified of losing you.

I hate that feeling when you’re not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty and every little thing gets to you and everyone that talks to you makes you angry and you want to punch everyone in the face and go to another world that’s full of fairies and talking mushrooms and everything is perfect.