I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

Y O U

I guess I'm your not-so-secret admirer
That name seems to fit just right

Maybe it's the way you look
So [all the awesome things about you] I can't get enough
Or how you make me feel when you come around
I instantly forget all other stuffs

Maybe it's the way you say my name
Or maybe it's the way you smile
Then again it might just be everything
Getting to know you seems worth my while

But I guess I'll never know what it is
My true feelings I could never reveal to you
I'll just admire you from a distance
I'm not sure what else there is to do

:)

Dear you

I like you.. a lot.

I spent my days
waiting for you
searching the crowd for your face
I stopped breathing
the moment you recognized me
as you captured
my soul with your gaze

Will you catch me when i fall?

Emptiness

Do you ever feel,
so sad that,
your chest aches,
and your heart beats,
but you're just feel so
empty
like you're nothing,
and your life is nothing,
and you feel like everything would be better,
if you could just sleep,
for a little while.

Just got this from a friend of mine :)

Sampai jumpa.
Ketika nanti kamu dipertemukan lagi oleh-Nya, mungkin waktu itu sangat dinanti atau mungkin waktu itu tidak pernah dinanti.
Terimakasih.
Karena sudah pernah menjadi sahabat, orang terdekat, tempat berbagi cerita senang dan sedih, tempat bertumpu ketika ia lelah.
Maaf.
Jika kesalahannya yang membuatmu pergi jauh.

“You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.” 

the last year of being belasan tahun?

19 tahun... tua banget yah...

alhamdulillah masih disayang orang-orang

terimakasih teman-teman tersayang dan keluarga tercinta :D 

hehehehehe

pas banget moment-nya untuk harus mendewasakan diri, banyak yang berbeda dari ulangtahun-ulangtahun sebelumnya

paling kerasa ya........................lebih sepi

bukan, bukan minta disurprisin.. haha:P

ya semakin nambah umurnya semakin berkurang euforia, lebih dari diri kita sendiri sih, setuju yes?

harus lebih visioner lagi kalau mau melakukan sesuatu

harus lebih hati hati dan teliti lagi dalam menentukan pilihan

harus lebih tenang dalam menghadapi semuanya

bismillah lancar semuanya di umur belasan tahun terakhir ini

YEYYYY GO CHKT!

:'>

Benci? Tidak. Saya sayang dia. Menjauh pun rasanya tak sanggup walaupun jarak kini nyata adanya. Tapi saya tau, makin lama, makin sayang, makin menyakitkan.
Sedih? Tentu. Saya tak bisa mengobrol dengannya lagi, tak bisa bertemu dia lagi, tak bisa memeluk dia lagi. Ya, dulu kita pernah sedekat jengkal sebelum sejauh bintang. Hal yang tentu sangat kontras membuat saya tidak dapat menerima, awalnya. Waktu telah mengajarkan saya banyak hal. Kami saling menghargai. Kami merasa sudah cukup waktu kami untuk mengenal satu sama lain.
Lega? Iya. Menjaga jarak itu penting saat saya tau bukan saya yang pantas untuk dia. Memutuskan pergi saat sudah sejauh ini ya berat, tapi harus.