here it is, your lucky number!

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Dear you (2)

I like you.. a lot


Maybe Allah has another plan for us
Maybe Allah knows we haven't ready yet
Maybe you're too good for me
...or maybe i'm too bad for you


Perhaps we'll meet again when we're better for each other


ps. your-not-so-secret-admirer

Friday, April 3, 2015

Nyaman aja gak cukup.

We need to share the same dreams
We need to work the same things.

Tuesday, March 3, 2015


Tuhan sedang mengajarkan sesuatu.
Tuhan sedang ingin kamu tahu sesuatu.
Tuhan sedang membuka peluang dan ruang untuk kamu mengutip hikmah dan ibrah,
belajarlah. buka mata.
buka hati
air mata yang tumpah jangan dipersiakan.
insyaAllah, nanti akan ada kebaikannya.
dari mana-mana.
tak semestinya sekarang,
tak semestinya di dunia.
sabar, sabar, sabar.

Monday, March 2, 2015

let go & let God.

Nabi Nuh belum tau banjir akan datang ketika ia membuat kapal dan ditertawai kaumnya
Nabi Ibrahim belum tau akan tersedia domba ketika pisau nyaris memenggal anaknya
Nabi Musa belum tau laut terbelah saat ia diperintah Allah untuk memukulkan tongkatnya

yang mereka tau adalah bahwa mereka harus patuh pada perintah Allah dan tanpa berhenti berharap yang terbaik.
ternyata di balik ketidaktahuan kita, Allah telah menyiapkan kejutan. seringkali Allah berkehendak di detik-detik terakhir dalam pengharapan dan ketaatan hambaNya..

jangan kita berkecil hati saat sepertinya belum ada jawaban doa, karena kadang Allah mencintai kita dengan cara yang kita tidak duga dan kita tidak suka. Allah memberikan yang kita butuhkan bukan yang kita inginkan.

lakukan bagianmu saja dan biarkan Allah melakukan bagian-Nya

:)

Monday, January 12, 2015

Current feeling.

Have you ever missed someone so much that you feel physically sick?
Have you ever missed someone so much that even the thought of them made you burst into tears?
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you
Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

Sunday, November 23, 2014

Y O U

I guess I'm your not-so-secret admirer
That name seems to fit just right

Maybe it's the way you look
So [all the awesome things about you] I can't get enough
Or how you make me feel when you come around
I instantly forget all other stuffs

Maybe it's the way you say my name
Or maybe it's the way you smile
Then again it might just be everything
Getting to know you seems worth my while

But I guess I'll never know what it is
My true feelings I could never reveal to you
I'll just admire you from a distance
I'm not sure what else there is to do

:)

Dear you

I like you.. a lot.

I spent my days
waiting for you
searching the crowd for your face
I stopped breathing
the moment you recognized me
as you captured
my soul with your gaze

Will you catch me when i fall?

Friday, October 31, 2014

Emptiness

Do you ever feel,
so sad that,
your chest aches,
and your heart beats,
but you're just feel so
empty
like you're nothing,
and your life is nothing,
and you feel like everything would be better,
if you could just sleep,
for a little while.

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Just got this from a friend of mine :)

Sampai jumpa.
Ketika nanti kamu dipertemukan lagi oleh-Nya, mungkin waktu itu sangat dinanti atau mungkin waktu itu tidak pernah dinanti.
Terimakasih.
Karena sudah pernah menjadi sahabat, orang terdekat, tempat berbagi cerita senang dan sedih, tempat bertumpu ketika ia lelah.
Maaf.
Jika kesalahannya yang membuatmu pergi jauh.