I know I'm the worst bestfriend, ever. I'm sorry. I miss you. I miss us. Everything is getting worse now. Kangen ngegosip bareng.

4.2.13

I miss the heart i have never broken
I miss the tears i have never shed
I crave for the love i never got
I crave for the smiles i never showed
I crave for the person i never was

Hope you already know..

I’m terrified that one day you’ll realize that one of your “best friends” is actually so much better than me. And you’ll realize the mistake you made in dating me. Then a few months later it will be you two hanging out and taking adorable pictures, and I’ll just be that forgotten ex girlfriend who is no longer important. I’m scared you’ll start to notice my imperfections as flaws and not want me anymore. I’m afraid that one day you’ll give up on me, that one day you’ll get tired of me, and that one day one of our stupid fights will throw you over the edge. I’m terrified of losing you.

I hate that feeling when you’re not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty and every little thing gets to you and everyone that talks to you makes you angry and you want to punch everyone in the face and go to another world that’s full of fairies and talking mushrooms and everything is perfect.

:)

Dia indah meretas gundah
Dia yang selama ini ku nanti
Membawa sejuk, memanja rasa
Dia yang selalu ada untukku

Di dekatnya aku lebih tenang
Bersamanya jalan lebih terang

Tetaplah bersamaku jadi teman hidupku
Berdua kita hadapi dunia
Kau milikku ku milikmu kita satukan tuju
Bersama arungi derasnya waktu

Kau milikku, ku milikmu
Kau milikku, ku milikmu

Bila di depan nanti
Banyak cobaan untuk kisah cinta kita
Jangan cepat menyerah
Kau punya aku, ku punya kamu, selamanya kan begitu

South Korea :D

Because you never think the last time is the last time, you think there’ll be more. You think you have forever but you don’t.

;-(

gak suka kalo ada orang lain yang lebih tau kamu daripada aku.
gak suka kalo ada orang lain yang sok tau tentang kita.
gak suka dijawab terserah terus.
kesannya kamu baik ke aku pas lagi ada maunya aja.
aku sayang sama kamu gak pake cemburu2an. norak.
tapi bukan berarti kamu seenaknya bikin cemburu.